this world IS cruel; i finally came to realise it myself.
probably this is retribution, HER retribution. i've got what i wanted without doing anything (: maybe it's the way it should be. but still, i cant say everything is fair! this is contradicting;
the internet is boring me out. it's the same old thing like some kind of routine; friendster, blogger, youtube and the list goes on......
friendster is a horrible place i should say, i dont know how kiki could stand it (now that beibei couldnt tolerate and left) there's posers everywhere and you realise you dont know who's real and who's fake. blogger is a boring place, whose life is so wonderful, interesting and exciting that he/she can blog every single day?
maybe i should say, SINGAPORE IS BORING! new mall so what? i actually went to vivo twice already == and i dont see what's nice. im gonna crack soon if i dont have any other stuff to do......
still, im happy it's tuesday. that i know somewhere out there, they are happy together. so i know that time i leave was necessary (to make them happy) but i ended up in another mess with another person; which i can see no future.
this life; this mess please, some one help me end this.
loved; 2:10 PM
♥ Thursday, November 23, 2006
down with luck!
i aint accepting that job so here i am at home today (: my parents thought it wasnt a good idea to take up that job so you see, dont call me a spoilt brat, you noob! IT'S NOT THAT I DONT WANT TO WORK.
i stayed home, did my favourite stuffs had wonderful food (turning fat once again) not forgetting wonderful wasabi flavoured crisps!
i had to say; wh***, stop being a LOSER! a great big P for Pathetic, that's you you're the biggest mistake. (if you think you're the loser, then you are!)
okay, cut the craps for big losers now presenting more street stuffs (x
PUMA CLYDE yes i know it's nice me myself love it too (: it'll be released worldwide by march 2007 (that is, if i got my informations right)
BEATLES COLLECTION i havent got over with my be@rbricks craze! and now im back for more if you love be@rbricks and you love beatles cop it while you can (: it comes in 100% and 400%
JEREMY SCOTT X ADIDAS i guess by the time i show you this it'll be gone for good! it's a limited edition (there's only 5 pairs) so im just showing this wonderful collaboration (:
okay, that's for now; because im tired! ciao~
loved; 10:42 PM
♥ Tuesday, November 21, 2006
hard life;
im seriously EXHAUSTED! i felt like im being tired down and i cant breathe x/
had a talk that supposedly aint my business; since im not applying for a junior college so wondered why i actually went! then i went to look for a part time job; since i had apparently nothing much to do at home.
had a few walk-in interviews; and two had us to wait for their calls while one had agreed to employ us but now at the thought of it, it seemed not at all worth while x.x
the pay is rather okay but it doesnt matter to me since im not in need of money however, i had to work for really long hours why suffer? if i had other choices right in front of me i may have gone for them...... im gonna pray hard and hope they call (:
now all i want to do is, SLEEP!
im missing you with the memories we didnt share;
loved; 5:54 PM
♥ Sunday, November 19, 2006
back to basics;
CAO GE & ZHUO WEN XUAN - LIANG SHAN BO YU ZHU LI YE
this is the final day of studying; yes, im reallyyyy happyyyy! but then, i wouldnt know what to do LOL
probably besides hanging out, shopping, teevee and performing what's on for me? darn, i have to keep myself entertain until march or april and i seriously feel like flying off to JAPAN. decision-making, not something im very good at TSKTSK;
days more and he'll be complerely out of my life im glad miracle happened to that friend (not that him) but it still didnt happen to me...... all i will have left is memories of my own; without you.
loved; 11:39 AM
♥ Saturday, November 18, 2006
streeeet
okay, ready for street stuffs? here i go.
ROGUE STATUS X [AN:OTHER] MIKSHA X [AN:OTHER] FIBEROPS X [AN:OTHER] holidays' here so if you're going to sydney be sure to catch [an:other] ! it's one year old and carries many different labels (: tees, tees and more TEES.
MAGIC MUSHROOM nothing much to say just that THIS IS A MASTERPIECE by skinner yes, you could get it nowhere and im just showing it to you (:
VISVIM AUTUMN/WINTER FOOTWEAR IN SURRENDER if you think it's cool, go look up surrender to see if it's sold out i really think our boys should get some of these seriously, sneakers like converse is not the IN-est thing anymore i suppose they need to show their masculine side MORE.
loved; 1:18 PM
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let's dance till the dawn~
i work well with pressure and now it's gone, i feel lost how am i to go on with my science?! very well, fortunately luck was on my side for my history paper i took a big gamble but leaving out many important chapters and there, i memorised one of the COLDEST chapters - COLD WAR yes, it came out and without second thoughts, i did that question (duh!)
so im having a break for now (since i cant think straight enough to study) and i looked through the street stuffs many cool stuffs happening! i'll blog about them as much as i could in the possible time so if you're in for it, remember to check back (:
loved; 1:14 PM
♥ Thursday, November 16, 2006
countdown
♥ Tuesday, November 14, 2006
yes, i love crabs craps
a week more to freedom (x (freedom, yes, if i happen to survive through accounts and history) i better drive myself to study more for today cos i've been slacking too much TSKTSK;
and i just "ill-treated" my handphone ! i was bored (and i cant study in the morning). so i "re-design" it, LOL wonder how pathetic it looks now? wait till i upload the pic (if i feel like, that is.) HAHA.
i have to confess....... actually, I HAVE NOTHING TO BLOG ABOUT ! im just feeling random now so the truth is, im here to crap and why do you bother reading? LOL
loved; 1:01 PM
♥ Monday, November 13, 2006
teevee addict speaking
im so dead for accounts and history i dont feel at all ready (maybe even far from that!) darn, nothing can go into my head now x.x for all the accounts students, friday's paper delayed by an hour (that's for those who didnt catch the news) and so now you know (:
i found another show to watch also by hu ge; that guy that acted as li xiao yao in xian jian qi xia zhuan and also dong yong in the upcoming tian wai fei xian besides him, there's still peng yu yan; the guy that acted in xian jian qi xia zhuan (but i cant remember his name right now) and of course there's he run dong; who acted as bu jing yun in the upcoming feng yun II and this show's called shao nian yang jia jiang.
im still at the first episode so i couldnt tell you how nice it is, yet. and i think im gonna watch this show real slowly cos' it's still the exams period /:
so i'll update about the show once i've seen quite much of it (: this teevee addict here will go crazy once O level is over! there's so much for me to watch......
-and we're closer to parting g
loved; 11:53 AM
♥ Friday, November 10, 2006
i want to be part of your memories
finally, math is finally OVER! i think this paper is rather okay (: so it's break for today, because...... IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!
thanks for all my dear friends for the birthday wishes (x i love you guys so so much! and for my friends in school, probably celebration next time (if we ever had time, that is)
had much fun at dinner today im gonna gain a whole kilo or two there's two cakes and many many food and now im so so full =/ ARGH.
i wonder if you ever knew...... i
loved; 9:30 PM
♥ Thursday, November 09, 2006
more than words
tomorrow's the final math paper and i dont feel prepared, darn. also, it'll be my birthday what a sad thing that the paper has to take the whole afternoon never mind; still thanks for all the early wishes (:
have been thinking lately just how did i let all these good guys past me by? i never knew i was so slow...... i realise about their feelings only after they had all moved on even better; made him fall for my friend but seems like she's not willing to accept (a waste for all i've done.)
maybe, this one will be of no exception probably because we both have a shield that neither of us can break through and he might be history within a month (though i dont wish it's that way) he's one unique guy one whose mind i can never read. isn't it just like "opposite attracts"? just that i wouldnt know if it works both ways......
lust or love; J
loved; 4:51 PM
♥ Wednesday, November 08, 2006
good or bad
three papers in a row makes me dont wanna study now =/ i guess i kind of screw up the physics paper all i can do is hope i did extremely well for chemistry and that the mcq paper will be of my advantage (:
yes, i saw the advertisement on the premiere of TIAN WAI FEI XIAN! again, i already watched it. well, why cant channel u show series i have yet watched?! but i have to say i like tian wai fei xian (: though not as much as xian jian qi xia zhuan so be sure to catch it! (psst, china always has a love for sad endings......)
-i still miss you like i do; always W
loved; 7:58 PM
♥ Tuesday, November 07, 2006
make some sense;
chemistry today is "oh-well so good" but i wonder if tomorrow, physics will be the same fingers crossed and hoping hard. english, oh well. i dont hope it becomes a problem cos there's nothing much i can do; besides driving all those physics formulas into my head
and im so glad that i finally know how to create the MP3 ringtones that is, doing it myself. yes, no charges, that's what i meant. please me, see if im nice enough to do it for you :D but dont come asking for them and after mission accomplished, you vanished like nobody's business well, screw you. no more favours and that's that.
see why i dont send songs anymore? i am freaking not your slave go buy their albums yourself! against piracy, havent you heard? still, there's people coming to me and asking for them GET A LIFE (:
loved; 12:53 PM
♥ Saturday, November 04, 2006
i love you, i really do...
doing away with the stress moments for a while and here's a great song that im currently in love with (:
yes, probably you watched goong just like everyone else and you might just have noticed this song i watched it quite a while ago so maybe they have showed this part on teevee already that im not sure about
so anyway, it's titled PARROT (translated from korean) and it's sung by HOWL wonder who he is? he's yul, the cute prince in the show and he's first a singer, then an actor so now you know (:
not only the singer is good looking, the tune is nice also, im exceptionally in love with the lyrics! so here's the song
okay, i'll try my best in the translation and it's right at the bottom (:
또 어제처럼 다시 그립습니다 ddo eo je cheo reom da si keu rib seub ni da 보고 싶은 맘 줄지도 않는지 bo go sip peun mam jul ji do an neun ji 자꾸만 그대가 떠오릅니다...... ja ggu man keu dae ga ddeo o reub ni da 헤아려볼수록 더 눈물 납니다 he a ryeo bol su rok deo nun mul nab ni da 훔쳐내봐도 흐르는 눈물에 hum chyeo nae bwa do heu reu neun nun mul re 기억이 또 다른 기억으로 번져 아프게 날 울립니다...... ki eok gi ddo da reun ki eok geu ro ben jyeo a peu ge nal ul rib ni da 받은 것만 있어서 내겐 후회뿐인데 bad deun geot man it seo seo nae gen hu hee bbun nin de 준 게 없는 날 그댄 또 잊을까 겁이나...... jun ge eob neun nal keu daen ddo it jeul gga geib bi na 사랑합니다 난...... 난 사랑합니다 sa rang hab ni da nan nan sa rang hab ni da 그대에게 배운 많고 많은 말들 중에 keu dae e ge bae eun man go man neun mal deul jong e 이 말 하나 입버릇처럼 나 I mal ha na ib beo reut cheo reom na 중얼거립니다......혼자 바보처럼 jong eol geo rib ni da hon ja ba bo cheo reom 미안합니다 참...... 참 미안합니다 mi an hab ni da cham cham mi an hab ni da 뒤늦은 이 말까지 미안하지만 dwi neut jeun I mal gga ji ma an ha ji man 염치없이 그댈 기다립니다 yeom chi eob si keu dael ki da rib ni da 행여 내일은 돌아올까 ...... haeng yeo nae il reun dol ra ol gga 그대란 새장이 비좁긴 했어도 keu dae ran sae jang I bi jom gin hae seo do 좋았습니다 행복했습니다 joh ha seub ni da haeng bok hae seub ni da 이별을 몰랐던 영원을 믿었던 그 날로 나 꿈에라도...... I beyol reul mol ra deon yeong weon eul mid deo seon keu nal ro na ggeum me ra do 돌아갈 수 있다면 내 마음을 모아서 dol ra gal su it da myeon nae ma eum meul mo a seo 내 가슴을 덜어서 다 그댈 줄 텐데...... nae ka seum meul deol reo seo da keu dael juk ten de 사랑합니다 난...... 난 사랑합니다 sa rang hab ni da nan nan sa rang hab ni da 그대에게 배운 많고 많은 말들 중에 keu dae e ge bae eun man go man neun mal deul jong e 이 말 하나 입버릇처럼 나 I mal ha na ib beo reut cheo reom 중얼거립니다......혼자 바보처럼 jong eol geo rib ni da hon ja ba bo cheo reom 미안합니다 참...... 참 미안합니다 mi an hab ni da cham cham mi an hab ni da 뒤늦은 이 말까지 미안하지만 dwi neut jeun I mal gga ji ma an ha ji man 염치없이 그댈 기다립니다 yeom chi eob si keu dael ki da rib ni da 행여 내일은 돌아올까 ...... haeng yeo nae il reun dol ra ol gga 이 마음...... I ma eum 끝내 그댄 몰라 올 수 없어도 ggeut nae keu daen mol ra ol su eob seo do 그대가 변해 더는 난 아니라도 keu dae ga byeon hae deo neun nan a ni ra do 불러보고 다시 불러봅니다 bol reo bo go da si bul reo bob ni da 앵무새처럼 그대 이름...... aeng mu sae cheo reom keu dae I reum 그대 사랑만...... 이렇게...... keu dae sa rang man I reoh ke
i miss you just every other day the heart that misses just as much as the mind and you always appear without fail tears that i couldnt wipe away the more i miss, the more tears would roll as i dwell in the memories, the sadness brought me into tears im afraid if you ever forget this man that did nothing for you i do love you, i love you from the many words i learnt from you it becomes my only favourite phrase i whispered to myself, as thought i was a fool im sorry, really really sorry even this late words to you i would feel apologetic maybe you would return tomorrow thick skinned, i wait for you even if you are the small, enclosed bird cage i would still feel wonderful still feel happy i never knew what's like to be apart and once believed we would be forever if i could return to that day even if it was to be in my dreams if i could return to the past i would definitely give you my everything i do love you, i love you from the many words i learnt from you it becomes my only favourite phrase i whispered to myself, as thought i was a fool im sorry, really really sorry even this late words to you i would feel apologetic maybe you would return tomorrow thick skinned, i wait for you even if you never know how i feel for you and even if you know i love you but you love me no more i could only be a parrot calling your name repeatedly together, with the love you once had for me
SORRY! im not a very good translator and it's more of a direct translation like word by word? LOL
loved; 6:49 PM
♥ Friday, November 03, 2006
boredom is killing me, PERIOD.
monday's the first day of my O level, officially yet, i dont feel prepared AT ALL! and worst of all, i dont even feel like studying right now.
S.H.E concert on its way~ yeah, happen to know it before the advertisement was on teevee stop guessing, im not a fan of them NEVER!
but xiaomi (the one in BOLD in my links) is coming and backing them up as a dancer (: if you happen to go, probably you can try spotting a beardy guy that's him! HAHA. wonder if i ever have time to bring him around what a bad host i am =/
friendster suddenly become so crowded number of views of my profile happens to be increasingly who bothers to view my profile? how weird.
loved; 5:34 PM
♥ Thursday, November 02, 2006
FRIENDSTER; un-cool
nothing much. just out to comment about friendster...
many people set up accounts for whatever clubs you can find but probably because of that, many others PRETEND to be people they are not not getting it? let me RE-explain this.
i was just browsing through these clubs where they gather the "cute", the "pretty", the "handsome" and whatsoever but in just one of these clubs, i can find at least three fake accounts and how do i know? because these peoople are pretending to be people i happen to know.
do these people have no face of their own to face the world? why do they need to make use of others' photos? how despicable. and what do they get by using their photos?
well, from what i see; they just merely get teeny weeny bit of fame in this virtual world and the ironic thing is, i actually saw some of these so-called FAKERS trying to expose the other fakers HAHA. people, GET A LIFE!
probably, i wouldnt have been that mad if i didnt know any of the people in those photos these people are seriously way NOT cool
if YOU are dying of boredom and making use of others' photos please spend the time earning money for your plastic surgeries that way, you wouldnt have to steal them you can take your "wonderful" plastic faces instead.
loved; 6:36 PM
♥ Wednesday, November 01, 2006
crappaye me
boring, boring, boring... well okay, not only that but im still SICK x.x uh oh, this is NOT a good sign, i know. besides, i havent been eating properly either yet i have studies to catch up with yes, still trying very hard to do as much as possible (:
now now, im so not in my right mind; due to the lack of sleep apparently, i cant sleep (not that i dont want to do so) and when i sleep, i get all kinds of weird dreams probably under some kind of stress that i do not know of my, oh my.
there's not much news about street stuffs recently msn is not as crowded as usual and it's boring me out, tsktsk. perhaps it's good this way, i can get down to study better haha.
birthday in nine days but i've already received a testimonial from thomas yes, the one you see in channel 8 drama series :D it's nice of him to send me a testimonial to wish me HAPPY BIRTHDAY thanks! (:
im waiting~
loved; 1:18 PM
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